CRUSH

So, I read somewhere that if a crush is longer than 3 months then it's possible that you're in love with the person. Feeling like a 15 year old and totally smitten with this boy that looks like he's 18. Of course he doesn't know that I exist but I see him now and again and I just can't help the butterflies in my tummy or the way my knees go weak each time I see him. 

I've got it real bad and I don't even plan on telling him that coz I'd be some kind of a pedophile :( don't understand how I could've let this happen, but it did. I'm in love with the boy that doesn't even know that I exist...

Well, I'll just enjoy the feeling I get when I see him coz I don't ever think I'll EVER feel this way again...

Laters my lovies...

straight from my personal diary,

Lo*