it's part of growing up.... right?

For the past couple of months I have been complaining and feeling down.  If it's not about work, then it would be about problems at home, or Lihle, my daughter or just random things. As I was drowning myself into my worries, I just got  tired of being sad about money, my frustrations about being so old and still staying with parents and worst of all my job!

Well, I didn't quit, i just thought to myself, why should I be feeling this way. I'm the problem here, there is no one that will come along and brighten my day other than me. It took me a while to realize that I cannot move at anyone else's pace. I am me and my situation is different from the next person so I have to make the first move and start thinking about mine and Lihle's future and stop being so selfish.

My business might take longer to progress because of financial problems but I need to make the 1st move to make it work. As much as I didn't realize it, I now know what I have to do and have to keep motivating myself to get to my goal. The closer I get, the easier it will be. It will be tough in the beginning and getting myself off the ground is the one thing I need to keep believing in my dream...

xoxo
Lo